again

for ur info it's only been a few mins since i wrote my last blog cause my teacher is givin us some more time 2 surf the net. and if u guys want my opinion, better read the last blog first. but i really dont know what 2 write about. cause if i started writting then it will b very, VERY long indeed...

hmm...
well, i missed skulduggery and val...
hmm, what's new. oh and i thought i saw derek wrote somethin bout TWO new villains, right? if their twin and both of them r girls, i think i'm gonna like them. hehehe...

oh and i got fucking hell of homeworks and projects(so ever very sory 4 the mean word)

uhh, and definately of course i missed all of u so much but even if i dont say it, u guys already knew right?

time's at my side at first, but i really waste it that it left me. u guys know what i mean? if u dont, it means i've waste a lot of time this year, which happens 2 b the year where i 'm gettin my 2nd most important exam of my life.

but...

i was really hoping that if i get a good result, i wanted 2 continue studyin in UK. it doesnt need 2 be a great school, i just want a normal high school. u c, i'm actually kindda...umm..this is so embarrasin...umm.. i'm actually kindda bad at my own language. and the bad news is , next year i'm gonna b learnin math and science in MY language. i dont think i can get a good result in my last important exam if i'm studying MT and SCIENCE in my language. i mean, i've gotten so used with studyin those subject in eng, even if my result is kindda bad( and that 's bcause i didnt really study 4 it), try 2 imagine learnin it with ANOTHER(meanin my) LANGUAGE!

I'D B DEAD!!!!!!!

ok, well, hope u guys r doin as grand as me( plez b better than my situation, really dont want u guys 2 b in my shoes, or another worse shoes). i'm gonna check derek's blog now ok?

mis and love u guys so much!

c u soon~!

hey y'all.....

huh, honestly i dont know where to start. i'm at school right now and my kind hearted teacher gave my classmates and i some time 2 open the internet. so this is very limited....

um...
ok, let's see.
ok.

octa, i'm sory i couldnt really help 2 save kallista. it's been a long while since i blog. but thnx 4 helping her and bein on her side while i wasnt. u dont know how much that means 2 me. she was...well, great. i dunno. words just cant seem 2 describe her for me. how is she by the way and how r u and also the others?

gotta go bye! teacher said so.....

not 2 worry!

hey guys!!! *knight forces a smile nothin special happened, just still boring average everyday. oh and lizzy, as much as i draw anime, i didnt draw the pic from the last post. thnx u guys for cheerin me up. .... OH WHO AM I KINDDIN!!!!!!! I'M DYIN WITHOUT U GUYS!!!! I'M GOIN INSANE BY THE MINUTE!!!!!!! oh and right now my friend's sittin bside me readin some of my comment. she doesnt speak english much. i'm listenin 2 korean song. i dunno, i started 2 like korean song cause u c, after i went home from school one day, i was bored 2 death, so i actually watch a music video chanel and watch korean and japenese(i think, all i'm certain is that most of them r korean songs) video. i really like their songs... remainds me a lot of u guys and how i often i felt lonely... i 'm suffering right now, so most of the song really suits me. well, at least i'm a bit happy 2 spend time with my mom. we both watched CSI at, let's say 10 o'clock. my favourite CSI is CSI miami. I LOVE HARATIO!!!!!! my friend really GOTTA 2 GO!!!! well, till next time, oh and send my regards 2 the people who i hvnt met in derek's blog and also... D-D-De- DEREK!!!!! there i said it! ALSO SEND MY REGARDS 2 DEREK!!!! oh and please wish me luck for my exam this year and also in buyin(or searchin) skulduggery pleasant's book 6 KNIGHT FANTASY'S OUT!!! PEACE OUT YO!!!!!

worst...

aww, thmx u guys 4 the last blog...
that's so sweet of all of u guys 2 actually come 2 this blog of mine.

i cant talk much...
hehehe, talk, get it?

....

wasnt that funny....
awkward...

sory guys... i really wanna write more but i just dont hv the time.

let's just say my day is gettin worse and worse by the day...
it's really hard 2 find somethin 2 smile about...
except rememberin u guys and my reality friends...

got, i am everything but happy and glad right now...

let's also just say that my life right now isnt made of sugar or spice.


so depressed...

well, sory guys, i broke my promise...
i told u guys the next time i'll write a happy blog...
but i didnt...
really am sory guys...
didnt mean 2....
just couldnt think of any happy memories right now...

and the usual, when i hear some certain songs...
i remember u guys...
huh...

*force a smile on knight's face*

WELL! BACK INTO THE PARADE!
WISH ME LUCK!

well, c u guys next time!
...

i hope....

depressed

umm, ok... i'm in a lot of pressure right now...
umm, so, hi....
if u want 2 know, i am here(siber) without anyone's permission or notice...
oh and 2day's blog is gonna b a bit long

hmm...
i 'll try 2 remember the things i want 2 tell u guys ok?

ok, 1st, kallista, thnx 4 givin me mary hiashi's jokes, they were killers.

umm and thrice thnx 4 showin orius everythin, i owe u a lot.(actually ALL of u)

dragona thnx 4 commentin. same goes 2 geco and lunar and octa.
huh...

u know....
i really wish i can cmment with u guys again...
who know's mayb u guys can help me with my homework.heh...
cause i always do my homework at night. there's 1 time i didnt sleep the whole night at all tryin 2 fininsh my homework. usually i'm left with a few hours 2 sleep but, not that night. u know, i kindda wasnt focus in doin it cause i was so sleepy and also cause, i was thnkin what are u guys talkin bout right now and how much i'd b ok if i was talkin 2 u guys...

huh...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE EVERY1!!!!!
I HATE MY DAD!!!!!
I HATE MY MOM!
I HATE MY BROTHERS!!!!
AND THE PERSON I HATE MOST IS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I DESERVE 2 GO 2 HELL!!!!!!
IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!!!

thnk godness i'm in the ciber, or else i would...
sometimes i feel like i should b like a robot...
keep my feelins all 2 myself....
doin actly as told just like a dog...

god i'm so lonely and pethetic...

hmm...

hope SP 6 will come soon...
oh wait... i cant buy it, cause it's a month away from my big exam...


but then again, mayb iwill fail this test...
mayb i was just luck that i got flyin colours last time...
y should i even bother bout this year's big test...
no 1 believe i can do it anyway...


OH, sory guys!
i guess i was so caught up by....

ok well, this is actualy 4 my blog!
i hv a lot more complains than this so dont worry bout me ok guys lol!!!!
although i knw u guys wouldnt care.hehehe!
i dont hv much time.
dont hv enough money, ok, bye guys!
i'll try 2 write somethin more fun next time ok?!

i hate this year...

still in a siber...

heya guys!!!!!!
I MIS U SO MUCH!!!!

cant wait 2 talk 2 u guys either!( dont know when that'll b)

aww kallista, i'll sure u'll write somethin great!!!!
that's y the sp gang loved it!!!!

oh and my mom told me, when it's school holiday, u know, the long 1...
she said she's gonna send me 2 a knitting class...

and now lets hv a moment of silence 2 feel knights sorrow....
...


AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
hey, i bought a comic, it's a story bout 4 guys...
in collage or university...
lastly, i of them had 2 head back 2 japan...
....
somehow that story reminded me a lot of u guys and me...
huhuhuhuhu...

did u guys know, while headin back home from my grandparents house, my mum was drivin and i was sittin beside her, the wind was blowin strong, but it felt nice....
i looked out the window, and suddenly i thought of u guys...
i was bringin up a conversation and we had fun talkin and some were makin jokes and we laugh 2gether....

...

hmm...
i really missed u guys...

i really felt lonely this year...
i felt lonely even more or should i say triple the times when i'm at my grandparents house...
u guys know right, i dont really hv any1 2 hang with.
my demonic cousin and my lil brother and my youngest brother with my 2 drama queens cousins...
my mom with my uncle and aunt and grandparents....

it's not just bcause ii dont really wanna hang with them but i CANT hang with them!
well, hope u guys r safe, well, and fun.

i guess that's it... c ya...
bye...
miss ya...
aloha...
dasvedania...
....
this is way 2 much isnt it...

well, bye!!!!

PS: i did the banana with choco chips muffins again...
...
i hv no idea y i wrote that...
mayb cause i really want u guys 2 try it...
hmm...

my beloved blog friends...

hey guys!!!
sameold, same old, i'm at the siber.


ok, i dont really hv that much 2 say except congrates 2 all my friends that derek wrote bout ur fanfic in his blog.

u guys must b so happy the...... umm...( oh god i cant bring my self 2 say it!)
the... err... umm..(get on with it knight!!!!!!)..umm...

*dragona kick the **** outta knight*

ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT I'LL SAY IT!!!!!!!

GOLDEN GOD ALRIGHT!!!!!!!

he praised u guys in his blog.

oh and just cause i said golden god, does mean i worship or even accept the nickname!!!!
u guys cxalled him by that right?!!!!!


cause i will never, EVER b derek's minion!
HEAR THAT DEREK!!!!!!!!
NEVER!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

*dragona slaps knight's face so hard she comes back 2 reallity*

thnx dragona, i needed that...

ok so, i apoligized 2 my teacher bout the whole chair thing and she forgave me. bout it felt akward... i know i dont hv 2, but, yeah i still did it.

i'm havin a school holiday right now, cause it's chinese new year.

hmm, what else should i talk bout...

oh yeah, and i'm goin 2 my grandparents house this wednesday.
misery....

my hv i been selfish...

so how r all my blog friends?
how's life,
how's school,
how's family,
how's study,
how's health, how-

*dragona did a flip kick at knight*

ok, i think it's better if i stop...

well, i cant recall anythin else, ok than, miss u guys!
bye!