11 of september,2010...


is the day that i meet him..


dark brown hair....


dark yellow 'baju melayu'...


my cousin...


same age....


same name as my little brother...


seems friendly...


but also seems like hate me....








i know, i'm not much to look at....


he also learned to play a guitar from utube.


amazingly, from a very rich family.


yet my cousin...


which is shockin cause i always think myself as havin a normal, average life...


but i know....


my mom's side of the family hv many successful relatives...


including my grandparents...(but they just dont really show it).








i fall for another relative...


a second 1 too....


but i know, that a person like him,


will never fall 4 a person like me...