new year

i'm in a noisy siber full with boys...

couldnt find my pendrive in this computer, couldnt really hear my music, and it's dark.

this is just plain wrong...

butit's been a while since iwent 2 the siber, and printin here is really cheap.

i've recently liked one piece again and the reason y i put the word 'again' is because when i was a kid, i liked it, but then i stopped watching and so started 2 not like it, but then istarted watching it again, and i like it. wow, that was twisted....

i got my results, i got 4A, 3B and a C. 4 me, it's a big improvement. i usually got...err.., lesser A...

hehehe. everybody said that my problem was just bein lazy, that's all. and i believe them.

i just ask the man in charge of the siber i'm at, and he said, i couldnt open my pendrive in this computer... man, this sucks... how am i suposed 2 print somethin if i cant choose what it is that i wanna print?!!!!

oh well. oh my family said, the result was good enough 4 them. i am so relief...

so, 2 summin everythin up, i'm doin, kindda well(?!). i hvnt gotten the 6th SP book yet, but,i already told my mom and she said she will buy it 4 me .

u know what, 2 or 3 days ago, if i'm not mistaken, i was eatin fruit with me mom, and while we're talkin, she suddenly ask me whether i hv a counselor in my school, and when i say yes, i do, she told me that if i hv a prob, i should go and seek him or her. i said that's fine, i'm ok. but then she raised her voice a bit and said that i should go and talk 2 him or her. she told me that she wasnt there 4 me 2 talk 2, so it's better if i talk 2 the counselor.

umm, i'll continue later. oh and how was every1's xmas? is it cold where u guys r from? is it still snowin? tell me, tell me, tell me!!!!!

i'll b waitin 2 hear ur stories!!!

ok, c u soon!

the sufferin continues....

hi, hope u guys r doin much better that i am.

i read comments 4 the last post. thnx 4 understandin. umm, i dunno. i really dont wanna complain 2 u guys. or any1, i think. oh and kallista, dont worry, it's already a habit 4 me that everytime i wanna cry, i would just walk 2 my room and lock the door, and then cry. sometimes if i'm angry and upset at the same time, i would switch on the radio loudly, then i would scream quietly.

hey, i can hide my post from u guys right? i dont wanna complain bcause it's annoyin, i think it's a small matter, i'll b burdenin people with it. i'd feel embarassed later when i flash back bout it and other reasons. can some1 tell me how? sory if i didnt know how.

and now i notice that i'm startin 2 like bein alone. and since it's been a while since i went 2 school, when i went there last thursday, i find it hard 2 pretend that i'm all jolly well happy again like i always do. and when i did smile, i dont like it at all and feel like my smile wasnt workin like it used 2. weird...

hm, guess that's it, bye!

ps: sory if i sounded like i dont care the welfare of u guys, bcause i do

miserable...

urgh....

dunno where 2 start, ok, how bout my results r commin sooner than any1 can say 'EXAM RESULT!', i still havent get the 6th SP book. my mom thearten 2 marry me to someone if i get bad results, and since an incident occured in one of my past years, i'm mostly takin her words as promises and i'm scared 2 death until if that really happens, i would run away from home. i'm listenin 2 sad song that i find kindda discribin me in some of the words in it. my phone fell in a toilet last saturday and just sank i presume, even if it didnt, i wouldnt hv the guts 2 take it back. in my view, my parents r accusing me more and more as days past by,my good deeds arent appreciated consider they're small ones. and, i'm afraid of dissapointin everyone 4 gettin bad results.oh, god i'm so scared. i ask myself all the time whether is it right 2 b 2 nice in this world. y cant i grow up 2 b selfish or cold blooded even 4 just a moment(not when i didnt realise that i'm doin it). trust me when i say i am 2 nice. even my mom told me that this isnt such a nice world,and that there r bad people, but i try 2 thinkthat people can change.


in conclusion, again, i'm scared. and 2 make things worst, i cant cry cause i'm at the siber cafe. and the song that i'm listenin is really tryin 2 make me cry.

i hv a perfect life and family. i'm happy all the time in the mornin, i hv parents and brothers and sisters. i hv enough food. i sleep comfortably in a nice bed. i hv plenty of syuff that i like...

then y do i feel like cryin most of the at night, or when things get quiet. when my friends r not around, when my parents r at work. i dont really hv any1 2 talked 2, even if i do, i just dont want 2 with the excuse that they wont understand or i dont wanna burden them with such a small matter. i know u guys also feel that this is such a small problem 2, right? i dont blame ya, i ask myself that question most of the time.

most people will say that i'm lucky, but honestly, y do i...

oh god, i'm so emo! sorry guys, forget bout what i wrote!
this is so embarasin! i'm fine, really! i guess i was just tryin 2 take some of the stress out, hehehe!!! ok, so, guess i'll talk 2 u guys later. if i hv the chance, bye!

WHAT TIME IS IT?!!!!!!

TIME 2 PARTY!!!!

cause...

I'VE FINISHED MY FINAL AND ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT EXAMINATION IN MY LIFE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'n just gonna sit back, relax and enjoy the moment until it's time 4 me 2 worry again, which mean seein my result at secenber at least that's what every1 said...

i stil dont know when i can buy SP 6...
i hope 2day...

well, how's things at the 2 SP blogs?
is every1 fine?
wow, octa and his bro when 2 ireland?!!
that's awesome!!!

well, i wanna check the blog and i dont really hv the time 2 write a lot, sory and bye!!!!!!

happy birthday to me!!!!!!!!!

well, i wrote this comment and suddenly it dissapear...
now i hv to write it all over again. that's just dandy aint it?

ok, so i wasnt really sure if i should b happy or not i turned 15...
i dont like growing 2 fast.
only 5 years left b4 i become 20..
huh...
how frustratin...

oh and actually my b'day was on the 22 of july.

as presents, i got a pink teddy bear, a pair of hairclips, a bookmark that has a pic of my favourite anime and a kindda antic sortta purse.

my sisters forgot about my b'day at first, and was reminded by the computer. so after takin back from tuision, one of them bought me a cake.

as 4 my mother, well, the day b4 my b'day, she told me that she remembered, so ,

...I WAS DAMNED SHOCK!!!!!!
SINCE WHEN DID SHE CARED!!!!

of course i felt kindda happy since she does remember...
and the happiness was decreasin when she said she was reminded ALSO by the computer...

tecnologies...
sometimes i wonder how all of us(especially me) will survive without it...

missed u guys soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much..

can u guys comment things that r happenin in the blog? i'm not catchin up well here...
well, i'm runnin outta time send my regards to everyone who is my crazy and wonderful friends!(including derek)

so that's it, till I, KNIGHT FANTASY, BLOG AGAIN!
FAREWELL MY GOOD MEN!

happy birthday to me!!!!!!!!!

again

for ur info it's only been a few mins since i wrote my last blog cause my teacher is givin us some more time 2 surf the net. and if u guys want my opinion, better read the last blog first. but i really dont know what 2 write about. cause if i started writting then it will b very, VERY long indeed...

hmm...
well, i missed skulduggery and val...
hmm, what's new. oh and i thought i saw derek wrote somethin bout TWO new villains, right? if their twin and both of them r girls, i think i'm gonna like them. hehehe...

oh and i got fucking hell of homeworks and projects(so ever very sory 4 the mean word)

uhh, and definately of course i missed all of u so much but even if i dont say it, u guys already knew right?

time's at my side at first, but i really waste it that it left me. u guys know what i mean? if u dont, it means i've waste a lot of time this year, which happens 2 b the year where i 'm gettin my 2nd most important exam of my life.

but...

i was really hoping that if i get a good result, i wanted 2 continue studyin in UK. it doesnt need 2 be a great school, i just want a normal high school. u c, i'm actually kindda...umm..this is so embarrasin...umm.. i'm actually kindda bad at my own language. and the bad news is , next year i'm gonna b learnin math and science in MY language. i dont think i can get a good result in my last important exam if i'm studying MT and SCIENCE in my language. i mean, i've gotten so used with studyin those subject in eng, even if my result is kindda bad( and that 's bcause i didnt really study 4 it), try 2 imagine learnin it with ANOTHER(meanin my) LANGUAGE!

I'D B DEAD!!!!!!!

ok, well, hope u guys r doin as grand as me( plez b better than my situation, really dont want u guys 2 b in my shoes, or another worse shoes). i'm gonna check derek's blog now ok?

mis and love u guys so much!

c u soon~!

hey y'all.....

huh, honestly i dont know where to start. i'm at school right now and my kind hearted teacher gave my classmates and i some time 2 open the internet. so this is very limited....

um...
ok, let's see.
ok.

octa, i'm sory i couldnt really help 2 save kallista. it's been a long while since i blog. but thnx 4 helping her and bein on her side while i wasnt. u dont know how much that means 2 me. she was...well, great. i dunno. words just cant seem 2 describe her for me. how is she by the way and how r u and also the others?

gotta go bye! teacher said so.....

not 2 worry!

hey guys!!! *knight forces a smile nothin special happened, just still boring average everyday. oh and lizzy, as much as i draw anime, i didnt draw the pic from the last post. thnx u guys for cheerin me up. .... OH WHO AM I KINDDIN!!!!!!! I'M DYIN WITHOUT U GUYS!!!! I'M GOIN INSANE BY THE MINUTE!!!!!!! oh and right now my friend's sittin bside me readin some of my comment. she doesnt speak english much. i'm listenin 2 korean song. i dunno, i started 2 like korean song cause u c, after i went home from school one day, i was bored 2 death, so i actually watch a music video chanel and watch korean and japenese(i think, all i'm certain is that most of them r korean songs) video. i really like their songs... remainds me a lot of u guys and how i often i felt lonely... i 'm suffering right now, so most of the song really suits me. well, at least i'm a bit happy 2 spend time with my mom. we both watched CSI at, let's say 10 o'clock. my favourite CSI is CSI miami. I LOVE HARATIO!!!!!! my friend really GOTTA 2 GO!!!! well, till next time, oh and send my regards 2 the people who i hvnt met in derek's blog and also... D-D-De- DEREK!!!!! there i said it! ALSO SEND MY REGARDS 2 DEREK!!!! oh and please wish me luck for my exam this year and also in buyin(or searchin) skulduggery pleasant's book 6 KNIGHT FANTASY'S OUT!!! PEACE OUT YO!!!!!

worst...

aww, thmx u guys 4 the last blog...
that's so sweet of all of u guys 2 actually come 2 this blog of mine.

i cant talk much...
hehehe, talk, get it?

....

wasnt that funny....
awkward...

sory guys... i really wanna write more but i just dont hv the time.

let's just say my day is gettin worse and worse by the day...
it's really hard 2 find somethin 2 smile about...
except rememberin u guys and my reality friends...

got, i am everything but happy and glad right now...

let's also just say that my life right now isnt made of sugar or spice.


so depressed...

well, sory guys, i broke my promise...
i told u guys the next time i'll write a happy blog...
but i didnt...
really am sory guys...
didnt mean 2....
just couldnt think of any happy memories right now...

and the usual, when i hear some certain songs...
i remember u guys...
huh...

*force a smile on knight's face*

WELL! BACK INTO THE PARADE!
WISH ME LUCK!

well, c u guys next time!
...

i hope....

depressed

umm, ok... i'm in a lot of pressure right now...
umm, so, hi....
if u want 2 know, i am here(siber) without anyone's permission or notice...
oh and 2day's blog is gonna b a bit long

hmm...
i 'll try 2 remember the things i want 2 tell u guys ok?

ok, 1st, kallista, thnx 4 givin me mary hiashi's jokes, they were killers.

umm and thrice thnx 4 showin orius everythin, i owe u a lot.(actually ALL of u)

dragona thnx 4 commentin. same goes 2 geco and lunar and octa.
huh...

u know....
i really wish i can cmment with u guys again...
who know's mayb u guys can help me with my homework.heh...
cause i always do my homework at night. there's 1 time i didnt sleep the whole night at all tryin 2 fininsh my homework. usually i'm left with a few hours 2 sleep but, not that night. u know, i kindda wasnt focus in doin it cause i was so sleepy and also cause, i was thnkin what are u guys talkin bout right now and how much i'd b ok if i was talkin 2 u guys...

huh...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE EVERY1!!!!!
I HATE MY DAD!!!!!
I HATE MY MOM!
I HATE MY BROTHERS!!!!
AND THE PERSON I HATE MOST IS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I DESERVE 2 GO 2 HELL!!!!!!
IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!!!

thnk godness i'm in the ciber, or else i would...
sometimes i feel like i should b like a robot...
keep my feelins all 2 myself....
doin actly as told just like a dog...

god i'm so lonely and pethetic...

hmm...

hope SP 6 will come soon...
oh wait... i cant buy it, cause it's a month away from my big exam...


but then again, mayb iwill fail this test...
mayb i was just luck that i got flyin colours last time...
y should i even bother bout this year's big test...
no 1 believe i can do it anyway...


OH, sory guys!
i guess i was so caught up by....

ok well, this is actualy 4 my blog!
i hv a lot more complains than this so dont worry bout me ok guys lol!!!!
although i knw u guys wouldnt care.hehehe!
i dont hv much time.
dont hv enough money, ok, bye guys!
i'll try 2 write somethin more fun next time ok?!

i hate this year...

still in a siber...

heya guys!!!!!!
I MIS U SO MUCH!!!!

cant wait 2 talk 2 u guys either!( dont know when that'll b)

aww kallista, i'll sure u'll write somethin great!!!!
that's y the sp gang loved it!!!!

oh and my mom told me, when it's school holiday, u know, the long 1...
she said she's gonna send me 2 a knitting class...

and now lets hv a moment of silence 2 feel knights sorrow....
...


AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
hey, i bought a comic, it's a story bout 4 guys...
in collage or university...
lastly, i of them had 2 head back 2 japan...
....
somehow that story reminded me a lot of u guys and me...
huhuhuhuhu...

did u guys know, while headin back home from my grandparents house, my mum was drivin and i was sittin beside her, the wind was blowin strong, but it felt nice....
i looked out the window, and suddenly i thought of u guys...
i was bringin up a conversation and we had fun talkin and some were makin jokes and we laugh 2gether....

...

hmm...
i really missed u guys...

i really felt lonely this year...
i felt lonely even more or should i say triple the times when i'm at my grandparents house...
u guys know right, i dont really hv any1 2 hang with.
my demonic cousin and my lil brother and my youngest brother with my 2 drama queens cousins...
my mom with my uncle and aunt and grandparents....

it's not just bcause ii dont really wanna hang with them but i CANT hang with them!
well, hope u guys r safe, well, and fun.

i guess that's it... c ya...
bye...
miss ya...
aloha...
dasvedania...
....
this is way 2 much isnt it...

well, bye!!!!

PS: i did the banana with choco chips muffins again...
...
i hv no idea y i wrote that...
mayb cause i really want u guys 2 try it...
hmm...

my beloved blog friends...

hey guys!!!
sameold, same old, i'm at the siber.


ok, i dont really hv that much 2 say except congrates 2 all my friends that derek wrote bout ur fanfic in his blog.

u guys must b so happy the...... umm...( oh god i cant bring my self 2 say it!)
the... err... umm..(get on with it knight!!!!!!)..umm...

*dragona kick the **** outta knight*

ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT I'LL SAY IT!!!!!!!

GOLDEN GOD ALRIGHT!!!!!!!

he praised u guys in his blog.

oh and just cause i said golden god, does mean i worship or even accept the nickname!!!!
u guys cxalled him by that right?!!!!!


cause i will never, EVER b derek's minion!
HEAR THAT DEREK!!!!!!!!
NEVER!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

*dragona slaps knight's face so hard she comes back 2 reallity*

thnx dragona, i needed that...

ok so, i apoligized 2 my teacher bout the whole chair thing and she forgave me. bout it felt akward... i know i dont hv 2, but, yeah i still did it.

i'm havin a school holiday right now, cause it's chinese new year.

hmm, what else should i talk bout...

oh yeah, and i'm goin 2 my grandparents house this wednesday.
misery....

my hv i been selfish...

so how r all my blog friends?
how's life,
how's school,
how's family,
how's study,
how's health, how-

*dragona did a flip kick at knight*

ok, i think it's better if i stop...

well, i cant recall anythin else, ok than, miss u guys!
bye!

THNX GUYS!!!!!!

AWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's so sweet 2 hear from u guys again!

thnx kallista!
and thnx dragona and lunar 4 commentin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the usual. i'm at the siber again....

and i dont really hv that much of a time.

so, i'm still hvin a cough, a sore throat and a flu....
aint that just peachy.....

dont think that there's anythin new...
hmm...

oh, yesterday i asked my mom that what will she do 2 my stuff if i die, she answered that she will giv it 2 other people. i already ....umm... let out my feelins in my room after she said that but, what do u guys feel if ur mother said that?
and this is just an innocent question ok.

wow, i've sure missed a lot of derek's post huh?...
and happy birthday laura!

oh and bout my friend, u know, my friend who is a boy...(cause if i say'boyfriend' than that will totally make u guys think of another meanin, lol!
he likes the preasant i bought him, thnk godness...

well, that's it.
i dont THINK i hv anythin 2 say anymore...
thnx guys!!!!

drag...

hello!!!!
i'm at the Siber again....
thnx kallista and thrice 4 always commentin bout my blog.


aww kallista, i really feel sory 4 u if u cant come 2 the blog as often as u usually would, i'm sure the SP gangs r gonna be feelin empty cause somethins missin... dont worry, keep hangin on there girlfriend!
i'm havin fun with my friends thanx 4 askin, but i hv a problem 2. i'll tell u after i say a few words 2 thrice.


thrice, thnx 4 comentin, it's really nice of u 2 do so even if u'r not bein force 2.
thnx 4 lettin me know bout orius. it's ok if he cant b here, i wont mind. he is sick after all( and juggin by the sound of it, sounded kindda serious 2...)
can u tell him, i wish him 2 get well soon?
thnx.
hope ur doin fine as well thrice.

i just recovered from a fever, but hving a very painful cough and sore throat right now.

ok, bout the problem i hv at school. u c, it was a normal...BORIN, school day as usual, and me and my classmates r learnin with this teacher...
we were hvin fun a bit, laughin and things like that. i loved the teacher( at 1st) cause she was the 1st teacher that was cheerful when we meet for the 1st time. so like i said, we were just learnin and hvin fun as usual, and then the teacher wanted 2 sit down. as u all know, i was sittin at the back row(also known as the last row). suddenly, while i was doin my work that the teacher gave us, my classmates started 2 make a bit noise, i kindda didnt care at 1st, but i looked up and didnt c my teacher so i poke my friend who sat beside me and asked her, where'd the teacher go?

she faced in front and told me (in a panic) that the teacher fell down. i looked carefully and finally saw my teacher was lyin on the ground. i was shocked. i didnt help her up cause i was 2 far bhind, i thought that mayb the front rows r gonna help, but they didnt do anythin.
when my teacher got up, she looked very, VERY upset.

the teacher looked at the chair and noticed that the back leg was broken.
i was speechless...
cause remember the time whan i told u guys that me and my classmates hv 2 clean our classroom? when i was cleanin the window, i stood on that chair and i almost fell, but i managed 2 fell on my feet( so i didnt really fell....). i felt lucky, heh...
anyway, i felt that the chair should not b use cause some1 could fall while sittin on it, so i asked my class teacher, 'where should i put it?'

she told me 2 put it outside the class. i was positive, 100% sure that, THAT was a BAD idea. what if some1 put the chair back inside the class, or some other pupils needed a chair and used that 1?
but i couldnt argue of course...so i just left it outside.

and that is y i am speechless when i saw the teacher just fell from THAT chair!!!!!!!!!!!!

'we're gonna die'...
was all that i was thinkin after the teacher said
"what wrongs did i ever do 2 u guys" and left our class just like that....

me and my friend who sat bside me quickly went out the class 2 find that teacher 2 apologize and explain that it wasnt our (all of us) fault, but we couldnt find her. we wanted 2 get back 2 class but then my other friends came down and told us that they were lookin 4 the teacher 2 apologize 2, so we went and look 4 the teacher 2gether. me and my friend who sat bside me saw the teacher, and we ran 2 her 2 apologize. but she went into the teachers recess place(which us students arent allowed in, i think) so we kindda mumble sory 2 the teacher( her eyes and face were red and her eyes were wet, so i knew she cried).
but u know what she did?

she stared at us the coldest stare i've ever seen...
i've naver been stared like that b4...
and then she just turned and walked away...
my friend and i went quit...
i'm not really good at sayin sory seriously, and now that i've tried 2 apologize seriously, she embarrassed me in front of the other teacher.


res berries...
i've had it!!!!!

u know what, if that teacher wants 2 sulk, than go ahead!!!!!!!!
y should my classmates and me even bother!!!
it wasnt our fault!!!!!!
but if she wouldnt listen that y the @#$%#*% should i CARE!!!!!!!!

and u know what?
when me and my friends got back 2 class, ther were 3 teachers scoldin the whole class!!!!!!!!!!

but then thnk godness, after the 2 teachers had gone, the teacher who was left at our class was our english teacher and she ask us :

"u guys really didnt do this?"

and we all said no, and than she believed us and told us next time 2 check the class b4 we started any lesson, cause we share our class with one of the worse of the worst students in the school.
so, it wasnt our fault. and then the other teacher, the 1 that came 2 scold our class just now told us that he said we're gonna b a bit ok, considerin that we shared the class. so the teachers dont really blamed us. and i think, we wont b busted. and he also told that he was sory 4 us cause we hv 2 share our room with the worse students.

even though our teacher came back 2 the class 2 teach us, things were never the same again.

so that's 1 of my stories...

sory if i bore u guys 2 much, well, send my regards 2 every1 ok?
thnx!
bye!

help me!!!!

thnx guys 4 comentin!!!!

orius is sick?
i'm sory 2 hear that thrice.
tell him, i wish him get well soon.

my family r all out right now. and like i told u guys, my parents (my mom ) wont let me use the internet.

i'm at a 'siber cafe ' right now...

the letters on the keyboard r not clear...
it's kindda hard 2 write...

i scratch my right hand's middle finger while i was cleanin the school's window.
me and my friends were bein force 2 go 2 school (2 clean up our class)...
huhuhuhu....

still in a bad pickle here guys...

HELP ME!!!!

oh and thnx kallista and thrice 4 commentin a lot!

urgh...

well, thnx guys 4 commentin!

really appreciate it!
it's in the night right now, but i kindda play the internet without permission....

my big bro's borrowin this laptop and internet, so i took the chance...
hehehehe...

well, what i can tell u guys is...
i really hate school...
the teachers r strict like crazy and even when they smile, it's not really a smile, it's a SMIRK!!!!!
with a little BLACKMAIL!!!!!
(this is 4 school works and homeworks of course...)

well, but not all of them r strict and scary, some r really sportin and nice.
but majority is 'scary and strict'...

on the 1st day of school...
and we already hv 2 do a project...


*screams like a mad woman*
i hate school!
i hate it!
hate it!
hate it!
hate it!

somehow, when i listen 2 the radio in the night...
i keep on thinkin what r u guys killin, fightin and commentin bout 2day...

already miss u guys so much!

thnx a lot every1~!

time 2 say goodbye...

ok, here we go.


cant believe it's time 2 say goodbye already. i'm in a hurry so i'm typin really fast.

i want u guys 2 know, that just cause i typed another person's name 1st or if i didnt type ur name at all, doesnt mean i love u guys less. cause i love and care 4 all of u EQUALLY.

that was stupid...
i got 2 sentimental...


ok, so lets get on with this...
thnk godness it's noisy,
and i'm in a hurry
or else i'm cryin right now

kallista, thnx a lot 4 everythin!
u cheered me up almost everytime i come 2 derek's blog or overblog.
u hv 2 keep on bein urself no matter what people say bout u or ask u 2 b, ok?
cause it's U that's cheerin people's day up.
and dont keep things 2 urself, tell the others ur problem.
mayb they can help, ok?

dragona, u were like a big brother 2 me in this blog( although i am older than u).
thnx 4 listenin 2 me, while i'm babbling for not such a big deal.
i whine 2 much...
hehehehe
sory and thnx!
keep up the good work in takin care of flo, ok?
also, try not 2 throw, or kill 2 much people....

darkane, lol, u and flo r like my big sis, thnx 4 everythin!

bolt, keep it up with ur book/ story/ fanfic. i may never read them, but the others keep on commentin bout how good u r none stop made me 100% that ur r good in makin stories, keep up the good work!
thnx 4 also bfriendin with me!

octa, ur a really nice person, it feels like ur babysittin us cause ur the oldest here i think, and the longest as well, and ur fun!
also, ur a great poetry.
THNX!!!!

lunar, i hope ur cheerful again, just like kallista!
lol
try not 2 annoy dragona 2 much ok?
hehehehehe


pandora and jaffa , i'm glad i get 2 meet u guys b4 i go!
u guys r really nice.
and also, like lunar, try not 2 annoy dragona so much, ok?
cause i still wanna c u guys again...
which i do not know when...

orius, and thrice!
boy, u guys r really close that sometimes i really think that u guys r actually real brothers!
both of u r really nice 2 me.
thrice, i really dont know how 2 thank u,
all i can say is thnks 4 EVERYTHIN!
orius, where were u...
i was really hopin 2 talk 2 u 4 the last time but...
nah it's ok.
thnks 4 makin me feel special orius, no offence but i think of u as a lil bro.
ur wonderful!
thnx!

thor, stop zappin kallista with thunder ok?
lol, and thnx 4 bein so nice 2 me!

lizzy and nicol!
my girls!
thnx 4 cheerin me up when i'm down as well!


ben, hope ur fine and thnx 4 everythin as well.
ur made me feel important in the blog!
really appreciate it!

spud, although i just meet u once, hope u come and b friends with the others 2!
they're 1 in a million friends u know?
they're great!
keep up on bein crazy! lol

wonka, as much as u annoy me, but it was really fun fightin with u!
come back, we miss u, dont we guys?

flo, it seems like i didnt get 2 talk 2 u, huh?
i really miss u.
tell ur friend, if possible, i said thnx 4 tellin all of us where u were, i think her name's maggie

nicol, lol, thnx.
i hurt ur feelins yet u and the others forgive me just like it was nothin.
thnx a bunch!

skyril and gecko, miss u so, plez come back.
2 bad i couldnt talk 2 u guys anymore...



guys, i would write more and more touching things...

i didnt forget the two mary as well, but i'm really in a hurry!

I'M GONNA MISS U GUYS!!!!!
i wont forget u!

and tell derek i said 2 him...

thnx... thnx a lot!
if it wasnt 4 him, i would never meet a person like him and amazin people like u guys!

BYE!